Most of my younger life I was insecure. I was worried about how I looked, what others thought of me, if I was cool enough, if girls thought I was cute, etc. I was constantly in my head. Micromanaging everything in my head. Second guessing myself. What happens when you are like this is you start reconstructing your ego anytime you think someone thinks negative of you. I would start making up excuses in my mind about how I was really cool. Compare myself to others and how I could look down on them and make myself feel better. Sound familiar. Time to conquer this demon. Continue reading “Insecurities”