Dear Daughter


Life needs to be experienced and lived in order to be understood.  Life is not theoretical.  It is real.  It’s here.  There is pain, suffering and intense joy that needs to be experienced.  The ups and downs are life.  There are mistakes to make and traps to fall into.  All to learn.  This world is full of traps to keep you from growing.  This letter is not to make you fearful it is to keep you from falling into the traps of others. Continue reading “Dear Daughter”


This song was done in 1990’s and is just as legitimate today as it was back then.  Human trafficking is a 9 billion dollar industry in the United States alone.   It is a song about rape and human trafficking.  It is very dark and disturbing.   Just like Cobain, I have a hard time taking this world.  Most days I want to end it.  This song is very disturbing, just like this world.   This song was based on a real incident.  A man was convicted of raping a child 27 years earlier before he was paroled.  He abducted a 14 year old girl and repeatedly raped her and tortured her with a blow torch.   Continue reading “Polly”

Fix the Inner World


Everyone is trying to fix the outside world right now.  They believe that if they can make the world bend to their will they will feel better.  If one would just ask themselves why they do anything, they would find out it’s all about making themselves feel better.  Why do you set goals and achieve them?  Because it makes you feel good.  We are all trying to feel a state of abundance within.  All because this world tells us that we are not good enough.   Continue reading “Fix the Inner World”



The Meirothea comes from the Nag Hammadi texts.  These texts come from the 4th century AD, but some of the information that was recorded in the writings is from the 1st century AD.  The Gnostic text from the Nag Hammadi that refers to the Meirothea is called the Trimorphic Protennoia.  Meirothea is also mentioned in the Three Steles of Seth, Gospel of the Egyptians and Zostrianos.   Continue reading “Meirothea”

Cult of Personality


In this post I will let you into a section of my mind.  Careful where you go in there it is deep and dark.  You may not find your way out.  I am what muggles  see as an introvert and I have deep empathy for the world.  Muggles may think they have empathy, but what they really have is apathy. I am called an arrogant liar, but you can not refute me.   With all that is going on the people are going crazy with materialism.  All in the name of whatever political agenda they are following.  Come in and see what I see.  You just might learn something.   Continue reading “Cult of Personality”