Are You Strong Enough for the Goddess?


This week I have had several people come to me asking questions about religion.   They heard that I was an ‘expert’ on the subject and wanted to talk to me.  I asked, “What do you want to know?”  To which they replied, “Everything!”   What they don’t understand and what a lot of readers who come across this site don’t understand is, ‘You must make sure you are ready!’

Today they call it picking up the phone, but the ancients called it opening the door.  If you pick up the phone or open that door, understand that it’s about to get HEAVY!  When you ask me a question, I will not hold back for your feelings.  

This world does not think information should be available to all.  In a sense they are right.  Humans are hedonic. Everything comes with a cost.  If you live for only pleasure and then you become lazy, sick and stupid.  That is exactly what this world has become.   One of the people I talked to has not been able to sleep the past few nights.  They will have the choice to either face what this world calls the Devil head on or run and don’t look back.  I have been called Satan, the Devil, the Antichrist, a Demon and the latest one, the Spawn of Satan.  To this world I am all of those and much more, but they are only saying this because I have made their head spin.  They were not ready.  

I have shown before that Satan just means ‘opposer’.  In this Patriarch world, what is the number one thing that can make it come crashing down?  What opposes Patriarchy?  If you said Matriarchy, you are close.  It is the Goddess.  The Sacred Feminine.  Even in a Matriarchy you did not get to meet the Goddess unless you were ready.  She is the most demanding entity you will ever come across.  What makes her so dangerous is she will introduce you to the most intimidating thing you could ever be introduced too.   Many people run screaming in the opposite direction when they meet the Goddess.  The thing she introduces you too is your true self. This is what Mystery School is all about. Everyone sees the Goddess as sultry and seductive, but that is the furthest thing from the truth.  Don’t get me wrong.  Once you get to know her she is the most beautiful thing you will ever lay your eyes on, but this Patriarch world sees her as sultry and seductive because they can not reach her.  

Here is the ultimate reason why religions want to cover women up.  It is very well-known that religions cover women up so the men will not feel things towards them.  This is the garbage Patriarchy wants you to believe.  True wisdom has been lost in this world.  Not being able to control yourself in front of beautiful women is a sign of an infantile mind.  An ego mind.  It should not matter how they are dressed, but even most of the women on this planet are in the ego mind too.  The ego mind does not like to be told what it’s doing wrong and that is why Gillette is catching so much hell.  They are pointing out that there is very little Sacred Masculine in this world. They are right.  This is yet another step towards Aquarius and the masculine mind is going to cry all the way.  

In truth the women in religion covering up comes from the ego mind not being ready to meet the Goddess.  Isis would wear a robe covered from head to toe at times because she was showing how an ego mind can not unlock her secrets.  You must be in the Sacred Feminine mind or subconscious to see under her robe. They have told the masses that covering the womans body is needed for men to control thier wants.   Women are the physical form of the Sacred Feminine, but there are very few Goddesses on this planet.  The Native Americans were so in touch with the Goddess that most of the women walked around topless.  Then the hell of Patriarchy showed up.  

I have shown in the past that spirit is feminine.  Your Higher Self is feminine.  You must be in touch with the Sacred Feminine to meet your true self.   This is what the Lemniscate is showing.  As Aristotle said: 

“Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.” 

If and when you ever want to meet the Goddess you must be quiet.  Your mind must stop chattering.  This is the reason why no one will meet her.  People can not be alone with their own thoughts.  

“The Fear of finding oneself alone – that is what they suffer from – so they don’t find themselves at all.”  – Andre Gide

An ego mind can not stand to be alone.  Being alone will make one with an ego mind go insane.  This is why solitary confinement is used for punishment.  I have shown in Magic how to calm the mind.  The masses always need a telvision on or headphones on to drown out the voice in their head.

“It is what one takes into solitude that grows there, the beast within included.”  Nietzsche 

Unless you have the Goddess you can not go forward.  With her you start to observe yourself and your thoughts.  

“Observing yourself is the necessary starting point for any real change.” – Chalmers Brothers

When is the last time the world has actually taken a good look at itself.  It has been quite a while because the Goddess was almost destroyed.  Well she is back and if you ever get to meet her, your life will be turned upside down.  It’s called the wake up process.  It is not easy, that’s why so few have actually done it. You must know the Goddess to get through the wake up process.   To give you an example of how hard it is I will give you a personal example.  

When you meet the Goddess everything is left open and bare.  There are no illusions to hide behind.  All is seen.  I saw all the illusions of the world and of myself and I did not want to be here anymore.  My world was crumbling right before me.  You see how insane  the sleepers really are and how crooked the entire system is.  The control, the slavery, the lies and sociopathy of the system.  What I had grown to think was good was actually evil and what I thought was evil actually wasn’t.  I started drinking heavily to escape from the world. The voices in my head were screaming about how I was a fake and a failure.  I could not talk to anyone because they all told me I was insane and I needed to seek help.  My daughter had just started learning to talk and thoughts were going through my head that she was going to have to be brought up in this fake world. I was literally paralyzed by everything.  

One day my wife took my daughter to go see her grandparents and I was at the end of my rope.  While they were gone I got my gun out of the attic and I was going to end it.  I had Linkin Park’s “Ive Given Up” blaring on the stereo.  I had the gun loaded, the hammer back and it pointed directly at my head.  Tears rolling down my face I was milliseconds away from leaving this fucked up planet.  Just then my phone rang and it was my wife’s name on the caller ID.  I thought, “okay I can say one last goodbye”.  When I answered the phone the most angelic voice was on the other end.  It was my 4-year-old daughters voice saying “Hi daddy!  I just thought I would call you and say I love you, I miss you and I can’t wait to see you when I get home.   Goodbye”.   She blew a kiss into the phone and hung up.   I love you, I miss you and I cant wait to see you when I get home.  These words saved my life.  

That is synchronicity.   You don’t get it without the Goddess.  When these artists take their own lives, I completely understand how they got there.  I was on the brink myself.  An artist is in touch with the Sacred Feminine, but when they get to the brink they are unable to see the signs of the Goddess.  Very few can.  So if you think you can be alone with yourself, crack the code, be exposed and break the illusion you better be ready for the drama in your head, the screaming voices and everyone thinking you are poisoning the well.  You will be your own worst enemy.  You will no longer fit in to this world. There are no mistakes!  She will push you to the brink and tear every one of your walls down making you fully exposed.   Before you start on the adventure of a lifetime, make sure you can get back.  I like so many others almost didn’t make it back.  It took a little girl to show me how selfish I was and pull me back.  

This is why the Patriarchs see the Goddess as the Devil, she can’t be controlled.  If you make it to the other side you will not be controlled either.  You will be battle scarred but much wiser and richer from the experience.  There is no power greater than the Goddess, you just have to choose to be ready for her.  If you are not ready for her, don’t open the door, let her walk on by.  You have been warned.  

“Never underestimate what you can achieve when you believe in yourself! Believing in yourself doesn’t come from with-OUT; it comes from within, from that heart-centered place where our goddess essence resides. It’s about having self-love. It’s about knowing that you have something to offer-your special gift. It’s about knowing that no matter what your situation is you have the wherewithal to deal with it.”


~ Erica Tucci

35 thoughts on “Are You Strong Enough for the Goddess?”

  1. Reading this made me think of Marvel X-men. Jean Grey aka Phoenix aka Dark Phoenix. Raw unadulterated power. Eg when Dr Xavier tried to suppress/control her but got taken out in the Hollywood film adaptation.

    Also in the video fighting game playing as/or against Dark Phoenix is a formidable foe.

    (the powers that be know what you know!) they drop clues everywhere.

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    1. That’s perfect Insearchof. She is raw unadulterated power.
      They keep it right in front of our faces. Knowing most have no idea what they are talking about.
      Thanks for the great comment! 😊

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  2. Mind manipulation goes so deep, I don’t know how many can understand much of anything. People are afraid and that fear has become so much a part of life that they don’t realize what it is, it seems normal…they don’t know anything else. People are searching for what was taken from them by those in charge of their own culture, but they don’t know what they’re looking for.

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    1. It is well hidden and they want them to be daze and confused. Mind manipulation is the norm on this planet. We are all a bunch of smiling depressives.
      But something that has always been there is now awake. That thing is the Goddess. People need to know their place in all of this that is why they are searching.
      You are right. They won’t understand much of anything, but that is why I try to put this info out there. For the few who can see the light that you and I and a few others are holding. There wont be many but the few that can will be scared and need help. I thank you and others for helping.

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      1. I agree. Naming it and putting new visions out there in art of all kinds can awaken something. I mean when people want me to read their cards in a restaurant that means something. People would never think of doing that before. You’re right…something is waking up.

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    2. People, and by that may I assume you mean the Earthian man species has allowed itself to be hijacked by Forces, Powers and false rulers because it has failed to evolve spiritually and mentally to that place that would put it on par with the rest of humanity it believes itself to be but isn’t. The reason it failed, as I see it, is it has not given itself a purpose. It has never lifted itself beyond survival and predatory mode. That is not a purpose. A purpose is something bigger than yourself that ever pulls you away from yourself into the greater of infinity and eternity. We were designed to evolve into that but chose not to despite the many teachings we received to push us outside of our selfish interdependence. We were designed to reach for the stars and beyond without reliance on machines but by learning to walk between the worlds “of heaven and earth” seeing all of life as compassionate beings. But though the species has failed there are individuals who caught on and are learning to use their own wings.

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  3. To me, I read this article as a teaching on self empowerment. My own experience with a life brought back from the brink is that to maintain the “perpetual motion” of self empowerment one must have the courage and vision to chose and life a purpose for that renewed life. How can a life be truly lived without a purpose, and I mean purpose, not goal, not function – purpose.

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    1. Thats perfect Sha’Tara. I always say to find ones purpose, their passion. If there was no such thing as money, what would you do? If money or anything else is holding you back, you are not on your purpose.

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      1. Quote: ” If money or anything else is holding you back, you are not on your purpose. ” That is pure truth. Nothing but oneself can detract from one’s chosen purpose – and note: purpose is always a self-motivated choice or it is not purpose. Purpose never comes from following or worshiping… or as the song said:
        Wishin’ and hopin’ and thinkin’ and prayin’
        Plannin’ and dreamin’ each night of his charms
        That won’t get you into his arms
        So if you’re lookin’ to find love you can share
        All you gotta do is hold him and kiss him and love him
        And show him that you care… just for him…”
        Basically that’s how it is with a purpose.

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      1. Thank you so much for that. ❤️ I really believe the Goddess is only for the mentally strong. I don’t know if the world is ready for her. Ready or not she is awakening. 😉

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  4. Strongly recommend John Lamb Lash. Not In His Image. The Sophianic Narrative. The Fallen Goddess Scenario. The True Lucifer Is Sophia. Planetary Tantra.

    The recovery of the Sophianic Narrative as the story to guide the species ties together much, if not all.

    Aeon Sophia. Gaia-Sophia. VV.

    We are Anthropos. We are the Immortal Child of Light. We are The Mother’s Magickal Children.

    She is Lucid in Her Dreaming. She is in Correction. She has Agency.

    Much on your beautiful site I am grateful for and encouraged by. Thank you for what you do. Her agency flows through you and this post to me. Thank you again.

    May your attention be rewarded with the truth.

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    1. You are welcome. Im very familiar with John Lamb Lash. I love his work. Especially his work on Tai Chi. I agree with Not in His Image about Sophia, but Christianity has nothing to do with the biblical Jesus. It was created by Josephus Flavius. He is absolutely correct that Jesus was royalty, but they were a matriarch royal family that were hijacked by Rome. See my His Royal Jesus post.
      Im glad it resonates with you. Not many people today resonate with the Goddess. Thank you for taking the time to read and having a great comment.
      That is all I ask from her is the truth and she does not let me down. She continues to reward me everyday. 😊


  5. Ooooh yes! She is a force to be reckoned with. She, as we unashamedly embody Her is saying Enough, No More to all Patriarchal forms of establishments, and abuse of Humanity, especially the unprotected and vulnerable. I’ve been to serious Hell and back, of the most horrific type, embodying Her, with full clarity of Mind, seeing despicable things happening, and being the Voice of Truth, Integrity, Primordial Power, in her full Kali power. Others around me, couldn’t connect the dots, of all that I was perceiving, and forcefully locked me in a mental institution, and that physically landed my body, to physically experience all the horrid tactics of the mind-programming systematic pharmaceutical machine, the barbaric ways of some nurses and security, Psychiatry Industry used as a way to systematically control and numb the masses. Thankfully, I made it out alive….and experienced for myself, the dark intricate Web. Now it’s no longer a Conspiracy “theory” for me, as I have lived it, and Know it with every fibre of my being. I had to truly dig in deep, amidst all the entropy and madness, to retain my sanity and ground myself, and I’m still in awe as to my mind’s clarity in being my own lawyer, whilst arguing lucidly for my Human Right to be released, notwithstanding the convoluted Mental Health Act. Surely I was held, guided, and protected, by invisible forces when I was in there…in the midst of all these atrocities. I am grateful for all the lessons I learnt, the Strength I was endowed with, and the determination I had, when even those closest to me (my blood and soul family) were falling for the establishment repertoire, and afraid to allow my release, to protect me and themselves….for fear of relapse!! Little could they understand what was going on between the official lines. It truly felt like this millenium’s subtle way of the Burning of the Witches….a worldwide systematic scam that’s happening for any woman who dares to see/go where others fear to thread. (Hence they call us delusional). Yet, The Great Mother is Here Now, and the much-needed purging is happening all across the planet. We now call forth the Divine Masculine, the Authentic Sovereign Integral Men to support us, to help manifest our visions, to energetically protect us, and help us anchor Cosmic Energies and birth the New Humanity. The Amazonian Warrior women are here to stay. We call our Men to step forward, drop their Heart Armour, Trust us, and show up for this intense planetary cleansing and recalibration…. As we Sisters have grown tired, across the Ages, to do this Work relatively alone. Much gratitude GSerpent, for your Unshakeable voice and clear Support of the Servants of Truth, Justice and Wisdom. Time to sound more horns, to rally more Men/Knights/Warriors. Authentic Men who don’t blink an eye, or are afraid, when we fully step in Her (Kali/Dark Goddess) Power…. But who rejoice, and stand in Awe of this ancient re-membering. We don’t need saving. We just need the Men Fully by our side, willing and able to walk beside us in unchartered territory, to cover our backs through more baptisms of Fire. The Time is Now….and we’re Here to do The Work. Whilst we’re also ready NOW to start Playing, Celebrating, creating, Making/Being Love and Joyfully expressing whatever it means to be Fully Human, Fully Divine…. as Her Stewards on this Majestic Planet ! Time to Work and Play together Again, as we did at the beginning of Time!

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    1. Very well said! I love it. We definitely need more people, not just men to let the women take back this ancient right. It has been taken away for far too long. Men and women will have to get out of the patriarchal mindset. Men will need to step into the sacred masculine and women the sacred feminine. Studying both of those I see an over lap of quite a bit between those two. When they work together the power is even greater. I think it will eventually happen. I just don’t know how long it will take.


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